CreamatoriumI could never imagine burying youAnd mummifying never really countedSelling you to science was too much painWith grief my heart begins to shoutBut I'm offered and option on what to do"Creamate the body and keep the ashes"I feel my tears may never mean anythingBut my memories of you come in flashesThe first kiss you ever placed on my lipsThe time you held on to my handOur walk on the moonlit beachAnd making love on the sandThe day that you fell terminally illAnd to smile at me from the grasp of death Telling me how much you loved meAs you took your dying breathWith those memories, my choice is clearI wish I could tell you I love you more than you knowBut nowwith this urn in my handI realize I never have to let you go
Invisible KidI'm the voice that no one hearsThe emptiness in the airI'm the mirror with no reflectionEven though I'm standing thereI'm the conscience that whispersWith the last of shortening breathI'm that human who refuses to bleedThough I may stare down the face of death I'm the proof of the price you payEven when you refuse to seeI'm that influence that refuses to dieEven after they silenced me
The Order Of My Life: The Five1. My guitars and music: They were true to me from day one.2. My job: I love what I do and look forward to it everyday.3.Family: I abhor half of them which is why they fall in this order.4. Cars: I drive a piece of hand-me-down crap that has more problems than a addict.5.Relationships: Betrayal is the biggest monster there is in love and this is why I put this one last.If anyone is peeved over this, take your shots at me as much as you like. I probably deserve it.-Shinkun.
I Live In A CageI live in a cage there's only meMy horrid life no man can seeInside the shadows which I hideI'll release a quivering sighI live in a house it's lonely thereNothing but sadness in the airTurn the knob and enter the roomI pray that he will come home soonI live in a cave it's dark and coldSpend my days writing hieroglyphics of oldFeel free to enter only if you mustI promise I don't bite..... muchI live on a mountain high in the skyOut of the view of the human eyeDeception lies within the clouds you seeI must adventure so I'll spread my wingsI live by the stream it's calming to meIts blue waters flowing below my kneesThe cool of the rocks beneath my feetThe call of the flow pushing me into sleepI live on a rock under the gleaming sunNo questions asked what I do for funSpinning in circles as a marionetteFor what reason I did forgetI live alone inside my headYou wish I were someone else insteadI've grown sick of this matinee'I figure I'll decide toda
FactoryThe rain falls to this wasted spaceRusted gates creak open welcoming the Machinery whirs our loud renting the airCogs turn out splattered brains, the severed headsShould the conveyor belt roll to the groundSpewing out those we've dismemberedBlack smoke spews from the towersThe smell of burning bodies, red embersThe gates never close for more will comeEach with a story before the factoryMachines will continue to pump out soulsFollowed by a damaged body, our next monstrosity
BitternessNo fear set loose in my eyesFor the bitterness in me never diesI awake to find I'm filled with HellBut what else in the world serves me well?I spit blasphemies from my teethI stomp my victims underneathI fear neither beast or earthly manAnd I'm not afraid to die by either handNothing made can chain me with fearI run nor cower to make things clearI feed from your tears and insecuritiesMy only path to man's known purityNo fear set loose in my eyesFor the bitterness in me never diesI awake to find I'm filled with HellBut what else in the world serves me well?