Worry

Where are you?
Seems so long since I've heard your voice, felt your touch
My brain is racing,going insane
I've never felt this sick, at least not as much
Where do we go from here?
Has destiny finally sealed away all that I hold dear?
Can I go further?
Find your voice, I've lent my ears
I'm listening, screaming
"Come back! Don't go!" no avail
It's so dark in this frame of mind
Buried deep in this pit of Hell
I know I haven't been active, haven't shown my face
This is what I get for not being around
The air around me has gone still
How the silence all at once has become so loud
I suppose this is it then
I'm forced to dwell alone, always questioning "why?"
I guess you're gone now, forever in the dusk
As I lie among dust of out echoes and cease existance.... I die

~February 29th,2012